Wednesday, May 14, 2008

people give me these

academic probation! OH MY!


wow why don't you sign up for a year or two of ridicule and stress? OK, sign me the fuck up!
i don't need free time or a piece of mind.. i do need that paper tho. three quarters down and a lifetime to go.. PRODUCE a piece every week without fail, good or not, you gotta have it. Who signed up for an accelerated graduate program anyways, was that me? well shit is gona hit the fan folks, and i'm gona be throwin' it. at least ive been broken down to the point if they dont wave me thru like they know they should, i can accept it. BUT THEY WONT. I WONT LET THEM. i have ideas and conviction. i have the ability to not cry, sorta. i will have a clear and present view and approach to art speak and all that bull shit. they will not win. i will not let them.

i will keep you posted i know yer on the edge of yer seats.

yup


you wanna know why i hate, cuz nice people get screwed.. thats why. if you suck yer safe.. if yer generous you get walked all over and shit on. so fuck it. im not gona change but im certainly not going to stand for enormous piles of shit. and no nothing happened.. im just a fussy bitch.

im old


well i'm pushin' 30 .. i don't care tho, i don't feel that old. but i guess thats what everyone says .. hence that cliche "yer only as old as you feel".. they should change it to "your only as old as you look" shit, ima change it. i mean i know people that look like spring chickens ona diet of cocaine and cigarettes .. but they don't go outside much i suppose. 27 isn't that bad, i'm happily unmarried and without child, what more can i ask for :)

blu

Thursday, May 8, 2008

this is what school makes me feel like.

goiter


well, lets start from the beginning shall we..
i had a lovely time in lake tahoe, however i did have another mishap.
i broke my nose and then recovered quite well, more photos of that coming soon. however, from all the neosporin and whatnot i got a gianormous pimple on my forehead and had to douse it in alcohol for days. this is what i looked like at work.

yep.